French cultural quiz is over ! (: and it was super easy. But I doubt the quiz on the week after next is going to be this easy. gotta work hard for it (:

Having Statistics test tomorrow ! better go study study study (: and I found chocolates at home (: I guess its no harm wasting time making snacks (:

okay. (: I must save a lot and a lot of money this month so I can buy myself a Ipod Touch (: *I hope I can but I doubt so

If I continue saving money like I do now, I think a can (: 

OKAY, GOTTA GO STUDY !

P.S I feel like closing down my blog or switching again. 

So busy, so busy, so busy nowadays !

3 tests this week, last week of work, camps next week. I must work harder ! (:

因为知道一放手就会失去， 所以，我不敢，也不会放弃。

Last night, I dreamt that she came back and we got a gold for CAA. ):

3 wishes, not going to come true ):

Blogging TIme (:

yesterday was a long day for me, yet a very very fun day. (:
I woke up at 6.30am and met juniors in BGSS and took the bus to YJC.
juniors retook their theory paper and practical for archery and ALL OF THEM PASSED (:
I'm so proud of them (:
after that, we took the bus back to BGSS and we went for lunch at somewhere around 85 market. (:
I had a lot of fun with them, especially making fun of Pearlyn and JiongHong (:

after lunch, I came home and started sewing my shoulder flash for my uniform.
But, my uniform is super cui ! q: I guess I'm not born to do these types of things
I left home at 3.30pm and rushed to HQ to meet ZiPeng sir.
it ended up with me rushing all the way to HQ, climbed over the deadly overhead bridge and ZiPeng sir was late. ):
we had zone meeting at 5pm, and ZiPeng sir taught me the CPBS stuffs I have to help him with.
but the both of us wasn't able to concentrate q: and I forgot the username. so sorry about that.
we had zone meeting all the way till 7pm, changed and went for the Banquet. (:

Banquet was super fun, and we took lots of photos. (: and not forgetting the toast, IT WAS GREAT (:
after banquet we went to have desserts and celebrated Chub's birthday (:
and, during meeting, Madam Low says that we'll have a zone 1 new year countdown party ! (: how cool is that. (:
THANK YOU ERIC SIR FOR SENDING ME HOME (:

I think I am super fortunate compared to the rest (:
with so many seniors in my corp, Chubby, Eric Sir and Edmund (: they are super nice people (:

P.S I guess I'm not fated to go zoo ):

P.S Because of her, I'm going to work harder for my juniors. (:

P.S Competition training is going to start (:

I feel so bored now, I'm staring at my tutorial homework and I don't feel like doing it ! today is the only day I'm going to be free to do my homework for the rest of the week. but I just don't have the mood to study. ): argh, I don't like this ! I think I'm down with flu again, or its my nose allergy due to all that fun I have with my dogs. I feel grumpy. I just don't feel like doing anything. homework - not done, SJAB stuffs - not done. I feel like closing down my blog. I don't like this !

Hmmm, officially end of 3 weeks since school started, projects are yet to start, yet I feel like I'm going to die of all the tiredness. Time is constantly running out and it never seems to be enough. Every week is like a cycle - Monday to Friday, school. Saturday and Sunday, work. and there's something that's ongoing every week at different days, SJAB. My life is revolving around these 3 things, study, SJAB and work. The motivation of my life and the "downness" of my life are all around these 3 things. But, no matter what happen, I'll try my best to get things done. (:

So, school as per normal, and I'm glad that I have this clique of friends, Marissa, Benny, Jazvan, Nas and Fad. (: Poly life seems to be much better and more interesting with them around. Hanging out during breaks, just keep smiling, joking and laughing (: even during lectures and tutorials at times. (: I'm so glad that I got into project groups of my choice. Let's hope there's no more conflicts this time round (: So many things going on in school this week.

* Upcoming events next week, CCN Day ( I don't even know if my class is participating), Blood Donation Drive (: and Choosing Diploma (driving me crazy). I have less than 4 days to decide my diploma to major in, but I'm still kind of wavering. ): let's hope I can dream of something that I won't regret.

So, I met up with PeiJuan and Vivien just now, and I'm super happy about it ! Its like a week since we last met. I told them all about my dramastic life, the things that happened in school and SJAB, and I can tell you that they are super good listeners. (: behaving totally like I'm drunk. and I'm super happy about it. Its not like you can behave the same way with any company, but I'm glad to say that I can do that with most people in my life. (:

Next, since I've talked about school, PeiJuan and Vivien, its SJAB turn (: Met up with Chub and Michelle yesterday to plan for BGSJ . We chatted about lots of things, and I kind of changed my perception of things. Perhaps I just took it too seriously. I wanted things to be at the top, but I forgot that I've to take things in steps. I can't expect them to wake up someday and come to realise how things work. I'm going to change the way I do things, and I hope it will help. I'm learning too my juniors, forgive me if I don't do a good job !

Last but not least, WORK. I'm working from 4pm to 10pm tomorrow after going to HQ and 2pm to 8pm on Sunday. I seriously hope that I can complete all my tutorial homework and I can say, I'm really enjoying in my work due to all my colleagues (: I really feel grateful to them !

I shall collate all my pictures and post it someday on my blog of all my loved ones (:

okay, so I'm off to watch you're beautiful ! (:

I can cry, I can complain, I can whine, but I can't quit.